Its been a while since i actually seriously tumblr. Maybe cause I have been really busy lately not only with college but also because its the first week of CNY holidays. I’ve finally stopped and realized, how much life has changed this year. Even though its only been a month or so. But still, life definitely have changed.
College has been good so far, not tough at the moment, people there are friendly and nice. And some definitely became good pals and will play an important role in my life this year. But still, new friends are new friends. I’m definitely missing the old ones.
Those moments we use to have and spend together in pre school and also high school. I’ve met many of my primary school mates, and wow, everyone have changed. Drastic changes really. From looks, attitude and shape? haha. High school friends too, some flew overseas, some decided to left the old ones behind and start a new life and some of course, will always be there for you when you need them.
I’ve met up with a couple of my close friends this holidays and shared and definitely had great time talking with them, telling and updating each other about college life. Well, I’m definitely glad that for now, my close friends and I are still updating each other and frequently going out with one another. I really pray and hope this will continue and never end.
As for some, not all, but some, have decided to leave my life for good. Those that I use to help and use to be there for me when I need them. Give me a good hug and tell me everything will be ok and once tell me that I could always count on them when i need them. Yes, you have decided to leave my life. Well, you all were once there for me, but not anymore. You all broke your promises. That I will never forget.
Going back to high school frequently to help my juniors with some task, every time i enter high school, good and bad memories comes back. And how i just wish, i could turn back time and enter school again with my school uniform and meeting my friends and spending time with them every single day with no fail. Not like college, the long draggy journey and sometimes even get caught in traffic jams, finding for parkings, choosing what to wear in the morning. Gosh. That is not what i look forward to everyday :/
Oh well, that is pretty much what I am going through right now. I really feel like breaking out of my shell and start all over again. I am not regretting, but I just really miss those moments back then. Life.. If there is one advice i can give right now, it would be to enjoy every single moment you are spending right now. Not only those happy one, but also those bad one. Because you will never know what will happen the next minute or even the next second.
Time is precious. We should all appreciate it while we still can.
